Because We Know Each Other

A moment can changes everything. You should believe because it is happening to our feeling. After our meeting last week, you knew we would faced a new phase on our life. I have more appreciation to your attitude similar as you did. One thing I didn’t expect was my heartbeat saying different than I wished. My love grew up more and more as our tears made our eyes wet. I swear it was not I expected before. You knew that feeling might be wrong but i ensured it was really happened.

Even my face showed smiling and hospitality, deep inside my heart soared. It whispered like a bee which has no more power defending itself from outer threats. Yes, I wanted do something achieving my dream but it was forbidden. Because you knew, whatever I did, it would hurt you, your groom, your family and your honor. So I don’t want doing that.

Let’s look back to our moments of being together in the past. There’s no anything wrong lied on that. Unfortunatelly, it’s very different now. Everything has been changed. You are not the girl I always dream about. Don’t be wonder if you read inconvenienced trails on my messages. I could not lie to myself about my feeling. I love u and still love u. I still have a hope someday God states His word to change our destiny so we could live together without another love standing beside you. But... It seems impossible refers to the disagreement of my mind on this idea.

Because we know each other, don't be suprised if you got something different on me. Yes, your love is banned for me. Between us stands a wall that could not infiltrated by each other.
Loneliness and sadness...you will accompany my life for a while until someone fulfills my heart’s empty room. I realize it is not easy to take over her position as it has been unified with my mind, heart, idea, soul and even my blood and passion. It's all because you know me more than I do.